Life.

When life kicks you to the floor...And Rams a gun to your face and quietly whispers into your ear..."Hey...Your fucking nothing.Your worthless." You cry.When life Trips you repeatedly...And turns joy into Depression...Life wont have to pull the trigger...Because the gun is in your hands.As tears fall down your cheeks and you see your past flash before you,The only thing you'll think about is That special moment,that special place,That special somone.Then you pull the trigger,And the world turns black.

I...feel like writing.I don't know why,but I do.So I will.

My life...At the moment...Is Complicated.Many things have happened to me throughout my life.
And recently,life just said fuck you Man...Im against you.So now even I can't trust myself.I'm bitter,depressed,confused,angry,upset,many things wrapped in one.Some people would say take pills,other bepople would call me emo or whatever the "great" new generation of perfect fucking people call it.But I say no.You've never expirenced sadness until god has his foot on your back,moments away from crushing your existance,but insted decides to just destroy everything around you and watch you suffer.People who read this blod might call me crazy,they might call me an idiot,i don't really care what you think.Because in the world of today...everyone has a problem...and nobody gives a shit about anyone else.Crime runs rampant,fueled by our great media.and if jesus came and walks upon the earth Hell,we would kill him,and then wonder why the earth is hell.We can't trust anyone,the war in iraq is just cash for NBC and CNN...And other countries want us dead.Heres a chance america,put up or fucking leave.